Faulty Conceptions
What have I done?
What SHOULD have I done?
Those looks of dissonance
I can’t bear!
Those moan of despair,
I can’t hear!
Am I at fault?
I hope not.
I wish naught.
If the sky came down,
If fate turned around,
If luck turned bad,
And that was all that I had
Am I still at fault?
I hope not.
- NP
Want to : But can't too!
Heard you,
Saw you,
If only I could tell you –
How much I loved you…
The raindrops, waves and puddles
That saw us,
Are now in nowhere
In the air.
Moments so still,
Hours long – so short
All those times in which so lonely,
I yearned for you only.
Met you,
Liked you,
If only I could tell you –
How much I loved you…
Love is not the heart of life;
It’s only a part of life.
So they say.
May they say.
For that quote’s sake;
We have to depart.
We had to depart.
With a broken heart.
The hand that held,
A heart that cared,
All are lost :
But nothing said
Found you,
Lost you,
If only I could tell you –
How much I loved you…
Clouds
Lazing around,
Sitting on the bound;
Lying on the bed,
I simply stared.
The idiot box did no good;
I simply stood,
Mood no good
Simply brood.
The windows and doors so opened;
The bright light not darkened.
Laughing by my side,
Mommy passes by -
The dragon sneers and moves by.
Now I see Ms. Puffy :
Huffy Duffy
My baby li’l sis, you cuffy cuffy?
Speak, speak Mr. Elephant
You are not an infant
How do you just sail through?
One passes by
And the other sweeps by
Shape differ
From one another.
I lie,
The clouds pass by,
Leaves me in wonder
As I stare in azure
Who creates these?
Clouds at peace,
Sky at ease,
Is it the fizz?
Dancing to the tunes,
No music to hear
The tribal passes by
Oh dear oh dear!
Makes me wonder
What a wonder
A Second world,
Good God kept in between!
- NP
‘Despair’ is the word !
Lived like a bird,
albeit in a cage
With moments of happiness -
Smiles, frowns and grins.
But now just a gloom prevails;
Nothing but loneliness dwells.
I give myself some company.
How will anyone else hear a symphony?!
I have wings :
Now with strings attached.
I am on a donkey’s back now,
(Hope he carries me!)
But won’t be sorry;
If he throws my body
‘Coz hopelessness
Has now surfaced.
The crimpled tweak
No more a steak
I owe no one nothing
But will have to,
Someone, something
After my death,
(Hope he takes me soon)
Love you Lord!
-NP
I’ve learnt to lie
Hands cuffed,
A muffled cry,
Lashes fly,
I’ve learnt to cry
And lie…
A difficult task,
A face to mask,
My eyes are dry,
I’ve learnt to cry
And lie…
A smiling face
For the spirits around,
No fear in the I
I’ve learnt to cry
And lie…
Thorns so many,
Roses so roses.
Oozing RED,
I’ve learnt to cry
And lie…
People smile,
Trample upon;
And smile back.
Others have learnt to cheat
And lie…
But I still cry
And I still lie…
- NP
IL- PIL
Am I at ‘il’
Dad says; “at your will”
Life’s twists and turns
Lifelong burns.
Swear the leveller, I wish to die
Of the creator; I don’t buy.
I wish to fly, I wish to soar
But mom says – “no more no more”
I wanted to leap high
But brother told me ‘bye’
Am I at ‘il’, I ask
Mom says; “you will !”
Am I at ‘il’
Bro says; “who will?”
Am I at ‘il’
I am A PIL
- NP
The Tip
Help me falling
No I don’t wish to live nomore
Nomore for my ailing father!
Nomore for my ailing mother?
Nomore Nomore
Hold me
Hold me falling
Help me
Help me falling
The heights are far
The deeps so wide
I wish to live and I wish to die
And live again
Hold me falling
Help me falling
The symphony of knell
The euphony of death
My hand will not hold for long
Oh! I see the crocs below
Ages not fed
Oh no! The guards!
The devils and the sea
Me falling Me falling
Ah! Ah! Ah!
Did I vanish in between?
